Life Update

Group therapy ended this week. I have nothing else lined up yet. But, I still have psych appointments scheduled in December and I’m on the wait list for sooner appointments.

I hope for sooner appointments. I hope for the sake of my mental health, that my personal training, other health appointments, and supports are enough to keep me stable until I am in the 1:1 therapy. 

In the meantime, work is going  well. I applied for a promotion, even if I do not get that job, I am very happy with my department and the work that I get to do every day. I make a tangible difference that I can not deny.

My husband and I still share a house, and not much else. I finished cleaning out my clothes from our bedroom.  It should be easier to maintain boundaries while we start marriage counseling. I don’t know what I want, but I am willing to see what kind of relationship we develop. Either, a renewed marriage or a healthy friendship,  both are acceptable to me.

I’ve written 4700+ words to my book. I’m not sure how to shape it yet, and I’m positive there is more fleshing out to be done. But there are words on the page and it feels good to get started.