I had my 6 month imaging as part of my health care protocols. I’ve been called back for additional imaging. Scheduling these appointments is part of my job every day. So, in my head I know this is “routine ” and there is probably nothing to be too concerned about. My body’s reaction to it… is a different story all together.
This is day 4 of waking up too damn early because my subconscious is in overdrive. My additional imaging is scheduled for November 26th. There is nothing left for me to do until I get there.
The last few nights I’ve gone to bed early. I’m leaning in to the things my body is telling me to do. Sleep whenever I’m tired. Taking my meds, eating good meals, and moving my body in a way that brings me joy.
I have no news until the 26th, and depending on what that news is… this will either be a blip or a full on process. Whichever it is… send all the thoughts and prayers that we will have the inspiration to do the next right thing and thay we’ll actually be able to afford whatever that is.
Indomitable Bellatrix 