Did you just sing that in Dory’s voice from Finding Nemo?
That’s my intention for the year. To keep going especially when I don’t want to.
Last year’s phrase was No U Turns. It was/is hard as all hell not to go back to the way I’ve always done something. I’ve learned that even the smallest step forward is important.
What are my small steps?
First, keep my cycling schedule. That space is my sanctuary and those people (riders, instructors, staff) are my family. And bonus: on the bike is where I glimpse who I am without my issues. The bike equalizes everything from muscles to mentality to emotions.
To go along with the above, I will show up for myself and my people. I deserve my best self and my relationships deserve my attention when I’m not exhausted or stretched too thin.
Second, keep working and go for the next steps. I didn’t go looking for the job I have but, since I have it, I’m going to use it as an avenue to meet my career aspirations. I just completed my CPR certifications. I’m scheduled to get additional certifications over the next few weeks/months.
Third, keep showing up for my kids. That means working with the caseworkers, parents, et al so that my kids are happy, healthy, and getting what they need.
Indomitable Bellatrix 