I keep going no matter what. Occasionally my body forces me to rest and recover and I hate it. I know that I need to rest and that my body deserves recovery after all that I do, but I have some severe anxiety that my resting will create another pause. I’m not ashamed to admit that if I have to pause again, it might break me.
There’s a lot of change happening in our house/family right now. All of the change is good. It is also heartbreaking and overwhelming and exhilarating.
Rest is absolutely necessary through this process. My head knows this, so how do I convince my heart?
Indomitable Bellatrix 